Sunday, March 6, 2011

I’m so tired

23.2.2011

I feel grace and happy that I’m pregnant, I really do. But I feel tired of sickness, feeling nausea and weak all the time. The most scary thing is, you never know when it end.

Everyone say it will getting better when 3months, I waited and counting down, but I’m still feeling not ok!! Every smell around attacking me, I sleep so much, but still feeling back and neck pain, sometimes even my legs, it just like u went for hiking. I cant hug my dearest laogong, I cant practice my piano which actually I registered to sit for exam next month, i cant practice violin too, I have choosed and practiced the grade 7 exam songs… it is so hard to drop it so long and picking up again…I feel hard to concentrate on my design work, I become slow and lags in response.

I love my baby, I love laogong, I love my family, I wish time pass faster, people told me, 4months, when u reach 4months, u feel nothing.

Dear God, im not strong enough, pls, be with me all the time, pls tell me im gonna be fine.

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